Day 1 - Laura
I hated her the minute she strode confidently into our office. I immediately felt pangs of jealousy. Unfortunately the jealousy was not rooted in anything specifically, but the whole package she brought was daggers in my pride. She was youthful, gorgeous, fit, confident, and her university training and persona was immediately apparent. Her suit, clearly custom and form fitting, and Jimmy Choo leather pumps, a Chanel bag, and perfectly manicured nails, hair, and subtle yet elegant makeup. Even her name, Elizabeth Scott was evidently sophisticated and perfect. No, we quickly realized the nicknames Beth or Liz were off limits to this princess. My coworker and friend, Mary, quickly was scolded when she tried the less formal Beth. Elizabeth Scott immediately corrected poor Mary with an indignant, “the name is Elizabeth only. If you really want to impress me, call me Ms. Scott”. Well, ok miss princess…
So, we found out about Elizabeth joining us 2 weeks ago. What we learned at that point was a smart young lady was being added to our team as our new supervisor. I have been working here at KMI corp for 15 years. I am not unhappy here. I started on the phones in Customer Success. It wasn’t a bad job I landed at the time. I was 30, bounced around various crappy jobs, married to a derelict named Billy. Unfortunately, Billy knocked me up and basically handcuffed me until I finally left him 16 years ago. A single mother with an associate’s degree, and a resume filled with jobs like McDonald’s, admin assistant at a Catholic church, and a 2-year stint at the local supermarket. KMI Corp’s offer of $15/hr. at their call center was a nice score for me. At the time, my daughter Amber was just 3, and Billy was done with us, both financially and as a father to Amber. After 5 years, I was brought into the corporate office as an administrative assistant. They offered me $35K a year and full benefits. I needed that badly as Amber and I were struggling so much. I had managed to keep my figure on the call center, and being just 32, I was still somewhat hot. I did feel like the guys were ready to enjoy my presence in the office. I was cute and hardworking, but not intimidating to them as their administrative assistant. I even went out of my way to do the “old fashion” tasks of learning all their favorite treats and coffee preferences and kept them caffeinated and snacking to their hearts content, and I did it with my trademark smile and touch. I really liked my job. Over the years, I too unfortunately indulged in the same treats and coffee my more metabolically gifted male colleagues enjoyed. They all of course stayed hot and sexy, while I became softer and heavier gradually each year. Fast forward ten years and I’m 45yo and 50 lbs heavier. I did get 2 more promotions, and now I am the office manager making $60K a year. I’ve made three really good girlfriends at work. Mary, is my favorite. She is fat (another former hottie when she was young), loud, and totally inappropriate at times, but a huge heart, fun (especially for happy hours), and very good at organizing events and daily office needs. Jenny is also a very good friend. Jenny started in the office one year after me and went from a little 120lb curvy bombshell into a 190lb frump. Jenny, who wore sexy skirts in 2012, now is often in gray sweatpants, and she has like 300 marks against her in the HR permanent record for her unprofessional dress. She married the hot FedEx guy who came to our office each day back in 2012. His name was Steve. We all had a major crush on him, and I must admit I thought of Steve some nights in bed (for relaxation purposes only). We were all surprised when we found out Jenny had been seeing Steve on the sly, and before we knew it, Jenny got pregnant, engaged, and then married while 8 months pregnant. Steve wanted to make right by Jenny, but unfortunately lost interest 3 years into the marriage. Jenny had a few more relationships post-Steve, but with a special needs son, and an ever-growing waistline, her options were dwindling. Eventually Jenny found comfort in her job as the CFO’s secretary, her cute son, her friendships with our office crew, and of course her two favorite boytoys, Ben and Jerry. Jenny is quiet, but super sarcastic in a funny way, and she always is the first to comfort me when I have my crying moments at work. My 3rd bestie is Sara. Sara is what we all wanted to be but didn’t quite pull off. She started KMI 7 years ago as our receptionist and customer concierge. At 35, she is still super cute, put together, and has the perfect hot husband, Tom, and Brooks Brother’s catalog kids Cory, Madison, and Tyler. You would think we’d be jealous, but Sara is genuinely sweet, naïve, and not super bright, so we all feel good around her. We are the fabulous foursome at work. We do happy hour every Tuesday and Friday after work, we all socially smoke together, only a 2 a day at work so we can catch up on gossip and make plans. Our 2-cigarette smoke break is daily at 10am and 2:30PM sharp outside on the loading dock. The only one of us that clearly couldn’t handle light smoking was Jenny. Unfortunately, she went from never smoking to a pack a day. We do sometimes have a few more at happy hour, but I am good about not smoking at home. The four of us also sometimes celebrate holidays and go to each other’s’ homes. My daughter Amber treats Mary, Jenny, and Sara like aunts. I really don’t have any family, just Amber and I. She turns 18 next month, and the boys love her. I just need to keep her away from guys like her father. I also have no real friends other than my coworkers. They are everything to me.
Day 1 - Elizabeth
Well, this will be fun. KMI is the exact kind of place for me. A medium sized lake for a big fish for myself to own these bozos. Coming from a Wall Street firm should make this such an easy transition. My boss, Henry Kempski, is the COO, and I am in the corporate headquarters, so all these powerful men will be eating out of my hands in no time. Basically they put me in charge of some important corporate operational functions - things I actually know nothing about , but I will identify the drones that do, and ride them into the ground to make me look good. I wasn't really qualified for my last job, other than being hot, and having a Princeton degree. I really enjoyed the executive training program, at least the parts that were fun. I loved the international business trips, the functions where I got to dress up, and flirting with all the hot young up and coming junior executive peers of mine. Unlike me, they were all about working around the clock. I, on the other hand, would manipulate the heck out of the nerdiest of them, and coast. It worked great until Benjamin Taylor, the managing director of the junior executive training program got on to me. I thought I had no worries, as he looked like the kind of guy who was a major player and would appreciate a fine specimen like me. Ok, I was a tad off. In fact, Benjamin was a player, but on the other team, and my charms actually made things much worse. I decided to buckle down, but truth be told, I wasn't really that good at hard work or figuring out complicated financials. It isn't like I am not really smart, but it just wasn't my thing. I got into Princeton because I went to an elite private school, and manipulated teachers and male classmates to help me along to get decent grades without too much sweat. My dad, God rest his greedy soul, paid a firm to take my SAT and write my applications and essays. Apparently he dropped $15K. In retrospect, it was money well spent, but at the time, I was imaging all the Gucci and Louboutin I could have acquired with it.
Being my first day, I made sure I looked perfect. My tailored Italian suit, and my Jimmy Choo pumps, and manicure by Minh Nguyen, the best salon I discovered in this new area. The guys all checked me out like I expected, and the fat sows in the office were raging with jealousy. I'm sure they all took their feelings out on drawers full of Hostess Cakes and Hershey's chocolate. Keep eating those feelings ladies, and I will just keep running circles around your ever growing asses.
The morning was uneventful. I was shown to my new office. It wasn't bad for a suburban office park. I had a nice view of the property, and it was outfitted with furniture that looked brand new, including a beautiful large couch. Apparently this office was empty for a long time, and they redid it for me. The fat yet somewhat cute office manager, Laura, sits outside my office in a depressing cube, adorned with lots of photos, cheap kick-knacks, and bowls of fattening candies. Apparently, she had asked multiple times over the past few years if she could have the office. She received a consistent no, obviously. Why would anyone give that middle-aged fatty an office? She thinks her 16 years here, and her "important" responsibilities warranted it. How cute. I just landed here and she reports to me. Haha. I'm sure she's a workhorse, so I will ride her hard as I attend to important things, like presentations, meetings with executives, and tending to self care. The executives in the office took me out to a nice restaurant to celebrate my first day. I ordered a chicken caesar with dressing on the side, which I refuse to eat. NO way I'm letting empty calories in this body. Despite being on the lacrosse team, I indulged my freshman year at Princeton, and my mom verbally abused me over that Christmas break for getting "fat". Ok, 14lbs in 3 months is a lot, but it was fun doing it - lots of fast food and beer parties. That said, the Sorority president told me in January that I really needed to lose it, or my selection was in jeopardy. It took until June, but I was back to my fighting shape, and was accepted into the coolest club on campus (Princeton itself doesn't officially recognize Greek life, but the student body knows us very well!).
Lunch went well. I networked with the key players. When I got back to my office mid-afternoon, the ladies were outside the loading dock area smoking. Gross. Like those cows need another strike against them. I guess it is good they will die early and not be a drain on the system. It isn't like I never smoked. A proper lady does it discretely. Like at home by yourself, with the window open and a glass of wine, and some Taylor Swift in the background on Spotify. No self respecting woman wants to be tagged a smoker. It is a lady's secret pleasure, done in moderation.
When Laura walked in from her smoke break, I taught her how I want my coffee every day. Since I don't have my own secretary, I was told she could do all the support functions I wanted from her. Henry warned me to be kind to her initially. The week before I arrived, she apparently threatened to quit, since she thought as "Office Manager", she was above basic admin work. They called her bluff and now she is my coffee fetching bitch. I like skim milk and a small amount of sugar. I really got into coffee a year ago, and I have about 4 cups a day. I will bring my own grounds for her starting tomorrow, as the swill they have for free is so subpar. Anyway, day one is in the books. I will be running this place by 30. Time to take the top down on my custom 3-series convertible and let the wind and sun bathe me in the glory I deserve to my really awesome new apartment. This is the life I deserve.
End of week 1 - Laura
Perhaps the reason I was so negative about Elizabeth is because she has all the things I desire. She had long beautiful chestnut hair with perfect highlights, a flawless face adorned with a cute button nose, large expressive blue eyes, perfect eyebrows and long lashes, and a perfect white smile. Her body was even more amazing. She had that perfect gym body that taunts me on Pinterest – pert C-cup breasts that defy gravity, a firm bubble butt, sexy legs with smooth muscle definition. Even her arms are small but packed with little powerful muscles. When she gets up from her chair, she springs up effortlessly, and zips around the office with the grace of a ballerina. I heard her come up the stairway (4 flights) without any labored breathing. I’ve used the elevators exclusively for the past 10 years, save the two fire scares we’ve had. Oh, and the one time the elevators were out of order last year and I needed to set up a conference room for the executives, and I was running late due to some drama with my daughter Amber at home. I went up the 4 flights as fast as I could, and I was sweaty and so out of breath, Jim, our CIO, kept asking me if I needed to sit down. Not my sexiest moment, especially around Jim, who I harbor a slight crush. It won’t go anywhere, as Jim is married to Vanessa, the Director of Accounting, and quite attractive. My 45yo 180lb single mom role isn’t getting Jim’s romantic attention anytime soon. Jim therefore is relegated to relaxation material for my Hitachi sessions. I would like to tell you Jim would like me, but he is too devoted to Vanessa. At least I thought so until this week. Embarrassingly, he is so unsubtlety smitten with Elizabeth in our office. I caught him leering at her, and he stupidly laughs at everything she says. That girl even has Don Miller smitten – our 60yo overweight and bald CEO. She has this magical ability to make men putty in her perfectly manicured hands. Avoidance of Miss Scott is impossible. Her office is right next to my cube. By the way, 16 years, and an “Office Manager” title, and I get no office. I also “happened” upon confidential salary information to find out Miss Scott is making $90K per year. How the hell does a 25yo make that kind of money, get an office, and be “in charge” of things she doesn’t know? Well, Mary and I did some research and got the lowdown. She graduated from Princeton University, although there was no indication of “honors”. She was in some sorority, and she played lacrosse. I guess lacrosse gave her that body. Further digging exposed some interesting news. She was predictably born and raised into a rich family. Her dad was loaded, and had a shipping business, but he apparently got caught 2 years ago in some illegal activity and was charged with multiple felonies. Furthermore, the highly leveraged business was decimated by the news, and all his customers ran. He was worth negative millions. The brave gentleman decided to commit suicide before the trial, and left his wife and Elizabeth, spoiled as hell, but now dead broke. I actually felt sorry for her when I read this news. Then I got the subsequent “joy” of the world’s most narcissistic self-centered bitch 20 feet from my cube every day this week. Her management position over us seemed unnecessary and invented to provide her a job. I was perfectly productive reporting to the VP of Operations, who basically left me alone, and would do my review based on my work, and how people liked me. Now with Elizabeth, I am severely micromanaged. Besides the indignities of her daily lectures, fetching her coffee, her noontime salads, and even doing some of her personal errands, I also get the most condescending attitude from her. I was having a not so small slice of birthday cake for a coworker, and Elizabeth “helpfully” tells me that I will never lose weight stuffing my face with cake. Bitch. Unfortunately, after her arrival on Monday, my stress level increased enough that I was soothing myself with all the kitchen goodies and leftover meeting snacks. I also added a 3rd and 4th smoke break to my day. My thighs are getting bigger while miss sexy struts around with her lithe waist, and perfect ass. I’m not the only one noticing. I overheard the two 30-something guys from accounting talking about how she’s the hottest girl and the best part of coming in the office.
End of Week 1 - Elizabeth
Well, the first week went swimmingly. Other than my annoying direct reports, it was pretty easy. I can tell the ladies are still uneasy about me, but they will learn to fall in line. Mary, Beth, and Laura invited me to lunch on Thursday, but when I found out it was a Chinese Buffet, I was like "uh, no thank you". I'm sure they love to see their superior stuff her face with greasy day old slop. I did have some great face time with my boss Henry, and he has a major crush on me. I wouldn't mind stealing him from his wife. I will have to pass on that though, as I'm very close to getting Spenser to propose to me. Once I marry him, I'm back in the inner circle. My mom is dead broke, and even if she did scrape up some money, I think she hates me now. I called her some choice words the last few times I saw her, and told her to just die on our last phone call a month ago. Once I have access to Spenser’s wealth, she can go pound sand in poverty while I live the life I'm entitled to live.
This weekend should be great. Spenser is unavailable tonight, so I can go on a date this evening with this seriously hot guy, Brad, I found 2 weeks ago on Tinder. This will be our second "date". Our first date consisted of too much wine, and a nighttime of wild fun. I don't foresee this date ending without multiple orgasms. I will kick Brad out first thing in the morning, and get my perfect ass to the gym, and then on to a massage. I will have plenty of time to ready myself for Spenser. He is such a nerd, and boring in bed, but his family is rich. I know, I'm obsessed with that aspect of Spenser. Without my Dad's gravy train, I need this like oxygen. I just can't live without more money. I make $90K a year and I'm starting to worry it won't cover my bills. When I moved down here from NYC, I thought my standard of living would go up dramatically, but it hasn't. My apartment is nice, but I have no roommates since i have zero girlfriends in this area. No one at work seems like friend material, other than this goth chick in marketing I met Wednesday, named Zoe. She is seriously edgy, but seems super fun, smart, and a complete rebel. Hopefully they don't fire her before I get a chance to befriend her. She is around 30, and definitely a looker. I think the older guys fantasize about her as some sort of goth domme, as she gives off a powerfully controlling yet sweet persona, and literally gets people to do what she wants at a whim. Mary actually counseled me to steer clear of her since she is "bad news". That makes Zoe even more cool in my book. Anyway, the costs of apartments was more than I budgeted. I left New York and came here to be near Spenser. I took a pay cut to come to KSI, but figured the cost of living was much cheaper, which is generally true. Unfortunately , I got talked into a $2000/month apartment with a 24 month lock in. It was way more than I wanted, but the saleslady really helped me see that a hot girl like me needs to give off a successful vibe. It won't matter once I am with Spenser. I will get him to buy out the lease and we can live in the house his parents purchase for us. At least that is my plan. My car is also a bit of an expense. My new 2022 BMW 3 Series convertible is $800/month lease. I didn't need a car in Manhattan, but now I do. My insurance rate stinks as I had a bunch of tickets and accidents in college. My luxury gym membership is $140/month, and that doesn't include my regular massages, personal training, and cute outfits to potentially get side action from the buff males who check me out. Hair, nails, organic food, clothes, handbags - I've learned to embrace plastic. Spenser will pay off all my debts when the time comes. Ok, time to go. Brad will be here in an hour and I need to take care of things down south before the date.
End of week 4 - Laura
Elizabeth did have a boyfriend, Spenser. Oddly enough, they knew each other from 4 years of Princeton together, but somehow, they just started dating 6 months ago. The way she talked about him; they were going down the aisle with certainty in the near future. That said, I couldn’t necessarily sense any kind of infatuation on her part, other than how rich he seemed to be. She droned on about his exclusive country club, exotic vacations, and the people he knew, all courtesy of his well-heeled parents. I would never know that in my lifetime. After a few weeks as our bitchy boss, I finally got to meet him on Monday. He showed up with flowers and they droned on about this amazing dinner date at one of those restaurants this past Sunday I will never be able to afford. He is cute-ish. He has nerdy boyish looks, but he is so skinny and has no muscle. He wore an expensive business suit, and Mary pointed out to me he wore a Rolex. Since I’m not into those things, my jaw dropped when Mary told me it was a $20K watch. WTF. Anyway, Spenser was in fact smitten with her, and she ran roughshod over him. I asked them innocently where they met, and I drew the conclusion he was friend zoned through college and after, at least until daddy offed himself. That’s why she moved from New York, left a prestigious Wall Street bank training program, and came to our respectable but second rate company. Now I see why our executives jumped at the chance for her. She was a true up-and-comer, not a broken shlep like the rest of us. Spenser was her only lifeline to the elite again, and she could sit in our mediocre company lording her “greatness” over us. I bet he wouldn’t tolerate her bitchiness if she was not so hot, and her life wasn’t so perfect. If only.
End of week 6 - Laura
Ok, this week sucked. Elizabeth sacked Sarah and Michelle. Michelle I get. She is a pretty 28yo lady, but very odd and unfriendly. She was compliance clerk who never really hit it off with anyone, and now is unemployed. Firing Sara is unforgivable. Elizabeth is more jealous and insecure than I realized. Sara’s husband, Tom, has a great job, so they will be ok until she lands her next gig. I am going to miss Sara in the office. Mary, Jenny, Sara and I are out at our favorite dive bar smoking, drinking, and eating way too many empty calories in mourning of the situation. If we don’t do something, Mary, Jenny and I will be picked off one by one. After we were all drunk, Mary suggested we plant drugs on her and call the cops. I hope she wasn’t serious, but I could see her doing that in an extreme situation. That said, I’ve toyed with the idea of spiking her coffee. I actually have altered it a bit - I pour heavy cream into a clean “low-fat milk” container and put a nice generous, lard inducing slug of it in every delicious cup. I also add 3 heaping spoons of white granulated sugar, not the one measured tsp that she requests. She is not overly observant, as I even use the free office coffee but told her it was freshly ground gourmet. She bought it completely. Like I would ever spend money on gourmet coffee her! I guess the heavy cream and extra sugar is yummy to her soon to be growing tummy. That of course is just a prank. I am really considering putting this drug in her coffee I took two years ago due to severe allergies. After 3 months of suffering, I found this online pharmacy that had a drug that completely knocked it out over a 4 week period. The problem was it had two severe side effects: major drowsiness and it made my appetite insatiable. Luckily I was done with it in 4 weeks. I have some leftover, and I could order more. I smaller dose each day in her coffee should do the trick of making her a little lazy and, if lucky, maybe add some chub to that perfect body she doesn’t deserve. Since it is a felony, I am not saying anything to the other ladies.
End of Week 6 - Elizabeth
Ok, I guess the honeymoon is over at work. I am totally bored. Financial sheets, process flows, performance reports bore the crap out of me. I do like performance reports, and I took the first step in making a case to eliminate Laura and Mary’s positions. Today I also successfully eliminated the too perky and annoying Sara, and the weirdo, Michelle. I can reallocate the money to younger new hires that will be more loyal to me. I am not fond of my staff, but Laura and Mary particularly get under my skin. They actually do great work, and come in before me and leave after I do. The problem is that they question me. Seriously, I am their superior. That are not sufficiently loyal. They also give off such a "mom" vibe - they worry about everything, dress frumpy, stuff their faces, and sweat every silly detail. I did get Laura to work all last weekend on my presentation, and I nailed it when I delivered it to the executives on Tuesday. I was thinking of giving her some credit in the meeting, but decided not to since she wasn't there, and it would undermine my case for eventually firing her.
On the love front, I had to catch up with Brad last night, since Spenser is here all weekend. Ugh. I was beginning to enjoy my Friday nights of debauchery with Brad, and the have my boring and relaxing Saturday and Sunday with Spenser. No proposal yet, and there is no way this weekend is the time since he left me to pick the dinner reservation. He better get his scrawny ass moving with my ring.
End of week 12 - Laura
I am getting tired of how much work Elizabeth is piling on me. I’m now working weekends too, and it is all of her responsibilities. Whatever she is up to this weekend, she was primping from 3:30 onward and jetted out the door by 4:30 in full me heels and a short black dress. Speaking of which, I swear her legs and arms a slightly thicker, and I thought I witnessed a small pouch when she bent over the other day. It may also be wishful thinking. The way she still looked in that dress and those heels would probably turn me lesbian. Then I’d stab her in bed afterward, haha. Anyway, I’ll be stuck here until at least 8PM and I’ll grab pizza for me and Amber, assuming she isn’t out for the night with friends.
End of Week 12 - Elizabeth
Seriously still no ring, and no Spenser this weekend. He is going to a "gamers convention" in Atlanta. I'm left with Brad tonight, and Sebastian from the gym tomorrow evening. At least I will be properly attended to sexually this weekend. I am not sure what Spenser is waiting for. I keep dropping hints.
Work has not improved. The last few weeks have been tough. I am exhausted. It isn't from working too hard either. I've been sleeping in and arriving at 9:30am. I've even had to seriously curtail my normal 70 minute pre-work beauty process to 15 minutes to make up that time. Don Miller saw me get off the elevator on Tuesday at 9:45am, and he just looked at his watch. Not a good look for me. At least Laura has upped her coffee game. She says she got these specialty beans she grinds right before work, and adds a perfect mix of cream and sugar. I did ask her if she was using too much sugar, and heavy cream, but she is not. I did secretly find the container of cream one day in her mini-fridge and it says low-fat. That is good since I'm indulging in 6 mugs a day just to stay awake. Laura is helpful since she has taken more off my plate as well. She is also now doing my budgets. Laura is surprisingly good at them. The first 2 months, I was bombarded by everyone with budget and process questions, but now they just go to her directly, freeing me up for real work. I've also been hungrier lately. I've added a clandestine trip to the kitchen to grab one or two treats each morning and afternoon, and I've been having sandwiches and chips each day with my salad. I only eat a half of the sandwich at lunchtime, but have the other half at 3pm. I duck out of the office at 4:30 to go to the gym. Unfortunately I only get there 2 days a week, as I am just too tired for any more. I just do my own workouts since the personal trainers were adding up, and my credit card balances are freaking me out. I just do minimum payments and it says it would like like 2 decades to pay off. When I get home before 5pm on non-gym days, I take a 1 hour nap, have dinner, and they enjoy Netflix and a few cigarettes to stay awake. Lately I've been falling asleep on the couch, which is ok since it was much more expensive than most people's beds. It's not like I am some depressing fat bachelor on his mom's basement couch. The only problem I ran into was falling asleep during my thousandth viewing of "The Notebook", and I woke up with red wine all over my $300 nightie and $4,000 couch. Ugh. I cried. I have no idea how to clean it up and too tired to Google hacks to get it out. I wish I lived with a man who knew how to do these things. I bet Laura knows. Middle class loser moms like her know these random things.
End of week 16 - Laura
I’m pretty certain the special coffee is having an effect on Elizabeth. She is dragging everywhere. Admittedly, it may also have to do with her new bestie friendship with Zoe, the cancer of the company. She is bad news. Everyone who hangs with her is worse for it before they know it. She is very persuasive, and somehow gets people to do things they normally would never do. I went out with her a few times five years ago, and the last time, woke up on my apartment floor with my car parked on the complex lawn. I drove home trashed with no recollection. I resolved to avoid Zoe for all but superficial interactions. Elizabeth is definitely adding some chub. At least 15 lbs since she started in the Summer. More striking is how slipshod her outfits and makeup appear. Not bad compared to Mary and I, but no where near the perfect specimen who graced us 4 months ago. Her muscle tone is definitely waning. Little Elizabeth may not stay so little after all! Time to get her some sugar and heavy cream in that growing girl’s belly. I also think its time to bring her 2 donuts so her nice little tummy stays full. We started taking her out to lunch. She is much more insecure than I originally imagined. She is desperate for Spenser to propose. If he is smart, he will run for the hills. All she seems to talk about is his family’s money and power. If she lost him, she just be a younger, hotter version of Mary and I. She’d be a middle class nobody. Ok, she has a Princeton degree, but she is surprisingly incapable and indecisive. I am enjoying making her more insecure and paranoid at work. I am also impressing the bosses, and they are starting to notice I’m a big part of her “work”. Elizabeth better get that softening body into work before 9am, or she’s going to start getting tagged as a slacker. The benefit of the doubt she’s received so far is waning as rapidly as her willpower and calf muscles.
End of Week 16 - Elizabeth
My energy has not improved at work. I am dragging around all day. My morning routine is basically throwing on the best outfit I can without showering/shaving. I now try to do that in the evenings after my naps. I do makeup, but have to be quick about it. I've outgrown my hottest clothes, but did a $3,000 credit card run to Nordstrom last weekend and solved it with some temporary "fat clothes". I'm by no means fat compared to my coworkers. I've decided to join them for lunch two days a week, and it gives me a chance to know what they are thinking. They say keep your friends close, and your enemies closer. I've also started doing Tuesday and Thursday girls night out with Zoe. Talk about wild. She is awesome. The problem is I am exhausted when we stay out to 11 downing fruity drinks and cigarettes. I am a zombie on Wednesdays and Fridays. It also killed my last 2 gym days. I may as well suspend the membership as my debt is getting out of control. At least I found a good trick. I learned how easy it is to schedule a "meeting from 10-11am, shut your office door, and take a nap on the couch. I set my iPhone alarm for 11, and no one is the wiser for it. I fall asleep in 30 seconds and I'm in a deep stupor when it goes off at 11. A fresh coffee, courtesy of Laura, and a cigarette out on the loading dock, and I’m ready to knock out some work before lunch. This afternoon, Laura brought me 2 incredible donuts with my coffee. Part of me sees it as a trick to get me fat, but they are fresh and tasted amazing. I guess Laura is growing on me.