Side Effects
Copyright 2008 by brucejedi
Inspired by taimij64’s classic, “Pieces of You”
Jenna cradled her heavy breasts in her hands. It was a pleasant feeling, not to have them pulling against her chest, or against the shoulder straps of her C-cup bras. She wore one basically all the time—she was embarrassed not to, as the flesh there had grown softer in her first two years of college, causing her boobs to sag. Bras were also the only way to hide her oversized nipples. She released her breasts and peered into the mirror. Her areoles formed a wide, dark circle that she did not find very attractive.
Jenna removed her favorite bra from her dresser. Leaning over, she dangled her breasts into the sturdy cups, then did up the clasp in the back. After considerable adjusting, she still was not pleased with result. She hefted the cups up in front and pulled down the band in the back. There, that produced the cleavage she was looking for. If only it would stay like that for more than half an hour before her breasts pulled the garment back down in front.
She finished dressing. Her blue shirt looked great with her blond hair, but—oh, if only she had blue eyes to match! The dull brown color they were was just so—boring.
Further down, she had no complaints, really. Her thin waist flared out to curvy hips and a mildly squishy butt to balance out her large breasts. She didn’t much care for the two dents in the fabric of her shirt, though. No bra seemed able to conceal them entirely.
* * *
“Enchanted Enhancements,” read the sign above the beaded entrance to the wagon. Huh, Jenna didn’t remember that attraction at the county faire last summer.
“I’m gonna go check that place out, Mel,” she said to her roommate. “Be right back.”
Melissa was too caught up in the exotic jewelry on display to take much notice. “Okay…” she muttered, picking up some opal earrings.
The inside of the wagon was wild. Vials of colorful liquid adorned the shelves and a crystal ball sat on the table at the center. Behind it sat a woman who could have been anywhere from 50 to 100 years old. “I’ve been expecting you…” she croaked.
“You have no idea who I even am!” said Jenna. An odd aroma was emanating from the candles hanging from the ceiling.
“Oh, but I do,” said the woman, peering into the ball. “I can tell you’re a girl who obsesses over her appearance.”
“Well, who doesn’t?”
“You have…certain insecurities about your body. Things you would change if the opportunity presented itself.”
“Surgery is too expensive,” Jenna blurted out. “Besides, I’d be concerned about the side effects.”
“Ah yes, side effects, side effects… Jenna, my darling, what if I told you I had something right here that someone like you could afford, something that might…ease your burden, so to speak…”
“How do you know my name?”
“Jenna, dear, if there were one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be?”
“Are you serious?” The old woman just stared back at her. The aroma from the candles was making Jenna a little lightheaded. “Uh, my breasts. They could be…firmer, I guess.”
“Ah, the tribulations of getting older,” the woman cackled, as her bones creaked in her back. “Not the first time a woman’s come in here, searching for perkier breasts…”
“I didn’t come in—”
“Jenna, I have just the thing for you. You see that purple vial on the shelf there? Please, reach it for me if you could.”
“This one?”
“Yes, yes. All you need to do is rub that ointment into your breasts—make sure you do so evenly—and you’ll find them sitting higher on your chest within 24 hours.”
Jenna laughed under her breath. This woman was off her rocker. Still, though, the thought of the ointment actually having some effect was making her giddy—or maybe that was from the candles.
“Fourteen dollars and thirty-five cents. That is my price, no higher, no lower.”
Jenna handed her the money and stashed the vial in her purse, anxious to get outside for some fresh air.
“Oh, hi Jen. Look what I found!” said Melissa, holding up a glittery beaded necklace.
“Nice.”
“What was in the wagon?”
“Oh, just some crazy lunatic!”
* * *
Jenna unclasped her bra that evening, feeling the weight transfer from her shoulders to her chest as her breasts plopped down to their resting position. The bathroom door was locked—she didn’t want her roommate to know what she was up do. As quietly as she could, she removed the vial from her purse and pulled out the cork. A sweet smell emanated from the opening. Here goes nothing, she thought, as she poured some of the creamy substance onto her hand, then began rubbing it over her left breast. It felt kind of tingly against her soft flesh. Wow, she thought, there must be something in this stuff! She gradually kneaded the full contents of the bottle into her breasts, pausing a couple times to give her nipples a little tease. They might be too big, but they sure were sensitive. By the end, she even felt a little wet between her legs.
* * *
When Jenna awoke the next morning, Melissa had already left for church. As she sat up, she noticed something quite odd. There was less movement on her chest than she was used to, and the bottoms of her breasts seemed to lying differently against her torso. She cupped them instinctively through her nightshirt. What was this? Her fingers didn’t push in as far as normal. Her breasts felt—she couldn’t believe it—they actually felt firmer, almost like they had when she was seventeen. That crazy old lady! And to think the ointment cost less than fifteen bucks!
Jenna rose and walked to the mirror, feeling decidedly less swaying and jostling than normal. She pulled off her shirt with the excitement of a little girl unwrapping a birthday present. There, perched high and proud on her chest, sat the breasts of a supermodel, quivering gently as she breathed. True, her nipples were still too big (maybe a second trip to the gypsy was in order…) but the exquisite shape of the firm flesh more than made up for it. They even seemed a little lighter.
An idea popped into Jenna’s head. Rummaging through her dresser she found the red, Victoria’s Secret demi-bra that Robert has bought her for Valentine’s Day. She’d only worn it a couple times for him, since she refused to leave the house with it on, it provided so little support. If she leaned too far over, her breasts would fall right out of the cups. But now, when she clasped it behind her back, her chest felt more than adequately contained. Her cleavage thrust out the top, an effect she could never produce before with her floppy, saggy boobs. She felt like a goddess.
“Hey sexy,” she said into the telephone. Robert’s answering machine carefully recorded her words on the other end. “Pick me up at eight this Saturday, and wear something nice. I’ve got a special surprise for you.” She hung up the phone. Jenna, you didn’t just do that, you sexy little minx!
* * *
The next morning Jenna woke up at nine, an hour before advanced algebra. Again, Melissa had left already, this time for her eight o’clock class. As she sat up, she was once again greeted by the seemingly weightless feeling coming from her chest. After two years of lugging those soft bags of Jello around, the contrast was striking.
Jenna stared at her perky breasts in the mirror for solid minute, assuming a number of sexy poses. I can’t wait for Saturday night! she thought. Her nipples tensed up a little at the thought.
After showering, she slipped on a bra. Huh, the cups on this one felt a little loose. Must have been stretched out by the saggage, she figured. But the next bra was the same. In fact, there was a tiny gap between the tops of her breasts and the silk cups. Weird, she thought. She finished dressing and went to class.
* * *
Was it just her imagination, or were her breasts moving a little inside her bra? The sensation wasn’t like before, where the milky flesh would pull heavily against the cups when she walked too quickly, causing her chest to sway back and forth. This was more of a jiggly sensation, almost like she was—braless?
Jenna locked herself in the bathroom after dinner to investigate what was wrong. Removing her shirt, she saw that the gap around her cleavage had widened. Very strange. She cupped her bra-clad breasts in her hands. The lined material actually wrinkled before coming into contact with her flesh. There was no other explanation: the bra was too big. Jenna unhooked it in disgust.
What she saw then jarred her even more. Her breasts weren’t poking out to the sides as much as they should have been, even though the space between them was bigger. The image looked strangely familiar, but she couldn’t place it. Jenna turned to the side. What the? It was totally clear from this angle. Her breasts were smaller. Noticeably smaller. The image she was remembering—it was her, from back when she was just starting high school!
“Jenna! What are you doing in there? I need to pee.”
“Uhh, hold on one sec.” She reclasped her bra in a hurry. It felt loose everywhere except in the band. Replacing her baby-doll t-shirt, she could now tell that her bust failed to push it out as far as normal. It made her feel a little less sexy. “All yours,” she said as she emerged, her arms crossed over her chest.
* * *
Jenna stood in front of the mirror the next morning. The image before her made her eyes tear up. She was clad in white bra she’d retired to the bottom of her dresser at age sixteen.
She remembered the day quite clearly. With fascination, she had struggled to push her cleavage back into the bra, but that only caused her breasts to poke out from the underwire at the bottom. “Mom!” she called down the hall. “Can I borrow the keys? I need to go the mall for something.” Later that morning, her B-cup bras were replaced by a fine selection of C’s.
The same bra now caused not the slightest crease in her flesh, her perky boobs fitting perfectly in the cups. She tried jiggling her chest back and forth. They quivered gently, nothing like the sexy swaying this would have produced just two days ago. Before she had visited that gypsy woman. Anger filled Jenna’s veins. That evil witch!
But Chem lab was on Tuesday afternoons. She wouldn’t make it back to the faire till tomorrow. Jenna slipped on a top designed to emphasize her bust. It was stretchy around her ribcage and the fabric between her breasts was bunched up into a little bow. It looked alright, but if you stared closely you could tell she no longer filled it out as much as before.
And all day it sure seemed to Jenna that everyone was staring.
* * *
Next morning the alarm went off at nine. Algebra in an hour. As Jenna sat up, she felt hardly anything, hardly any movement on her chest at all. Her hands flew to her breasts, and she screamed. She peaked down the collar of her shirt—and screamed again.
A minute later she was standing topless in front of the dorm-room mirror. Her large nipples extended from her now tiny breasts. Her areoles seemed to cover almost half their surface area. There was hardly any crease where her boobs met her chest at the bottom, nothing that had any hope of holding up a pencil—or even a pin. Half a handful of flesh was all that remained in each breast, if that. She tried on the white bra from yesterday. It was way too big. She couldn’t even fill a B-cup!
Jenna looked over at the clock. 9:18. The bus left in twenty minutes—was there still time to get ready? She pulled on a T-shirt with no bra, as there was no smaller undergarment in her dresser. The loose material fell flat against her torso, except for the two prominent points caused by her nipples. Who was she kidding? She couldn’t go to class like this.
So Jenna took the bus to the mall instead. A baggy sweatshirt concealed her nipples as she made her way to Victoria’s Secret. Though braless, she felt only the faintest jiggling underneath her t-shirt.
Busty mannequins mocked her from every direction as she entered the store. “Full Coverage-Full Support” read one of the signs. Jenna no longer needed any support.
“Can I help you, miss?” asked one of the salesladies. She was a C-cup, maybe even a D.
“Uh, I’m okay.”
“Your size will be in the drawers underneath the displays,” she explained. “All that are on the walls are B’s and C’s.”
Shut up, thought Jenna. At last she picked out three different styles in an A-cup, praying she wasn’t any smaller. In the dressing room, she tried to avert her eyes as her tiny breasts were reflected from three different directions. Jenna noticed she no longer had to lean over as she strapped on the first bra. She simply clasped it in the back and straightened the cups in front. Hardly any need for adjustment—what was there to adjust? The garment actually made her chest appear slightly less flat, lifting what little there was for a maximum effect. But it could not produce what anyone would call cleavage. She felt like a little girl playing dress-up.
Her only solace was that there were no wrinkles in the fabric. This was now her size, a 34-A.
* * *
From the mall, Jenna rode immediately to the faire. During the trip, her chest felt odd, to say the least. Nothing moved at all when she walked, nor when the bus hit a pothole, or even when she hopped down the steps as it pulled up to her stop. The familiar tugging at her shoulders was also missing, replaced by only the gentle squeeze of the lightweight bra straps against her skin.
It was past lunch time by the time she arrived at the park. She spotted the wagon, parked just where it was last weekend. “Enchanted Enhancements,” the sign read. “Enhancements, huh!” she mumbled under her breath.
The old woman greeted her kindly. “I see you’ve been shopping for your new figure.” She was referring to the Victoria’s Secret bag Jenna was still carrying. “I trust you are pleased with the results?”
“Pleased?!! Are you sick? That ointment you sold me destroyed my breasts!”
“Destroyed?” she asked calmly. Her voice had a soothing tone to it that caused some of Jenna’s anger to dissipate. “You asked for firmer breasts, Jenna, and those you now have.”
Jenna inhaled the smoke from the candles. This was true actually. The texture of her modest endowments was damn near perfect. “But, they, they used to be a C, and now they’re…”
“You can’t expect large, buxom breasts to be firm, can you? That would defy the laws of physics.” Physics? Since when did this woman believe in physics? “I’ll tell you what, sweetheart, since you’re not entirely pleased with the results, I’ll let you choose another enhancement as well, for free.”
“Another one? No! I want…I want my old breasts back. Saggy and all.”
“Jenna, my darling, why? Why? Do you play any sports?”
Jenna caught another whiff of smoke. “Uh, volleyball, and I go running and do some aerobics.”
“And tell me, did your breasts used to be comfortable at your aerobics classes?”
Come to think of it, not at all. “No, you know they weren’t really. They bounced around a lot and it didn’t feel too hot.”
“And what about playing volleyball?”
“Oh, don’t get me started! When we’d play on the beach in bikinis, I felt like I’d fall right out of mine! And I could tell all the boys were staring whenever they moved. It was so embarrassing!”
“I think you’re going to enjoy life a lot better with small, firm breasts, honey.”
Jenna breathed in the scented aroma. She felt a little dizzy, actually. Maybe she should have eaten something before coming in here.
“So what enhancement would you like to compliment your cute little breasts?”
“And you’ll pay for it this time? Oh, let me see…” Her mind wandered. This was so much fun, like shopping for clothes…but for a new body instead! At last it hit her—the decision was obvious. “Madam…”
“Zuliq.”
“Madam Zuliq, right.” The name plate was displayed prominently above the old woman’s chair. “You know, I’ve always been a little self conscious about the size of my…nipples. I feel like everyone’s always staring at them, even through my shirt.”
Madam Zuliq cackled. “I can see them poking through right now, sister!”
“Yeah, that’s the problem. I can’t find a way to conceal them. And there’s something else…”
“Yes, my dear?”
“The areoles, around them, they’re too big as well, especially with my new size. They’ve always looked pretty weird. And now it’s even worse.”
“This is a complicated matter you speak of. It will require more than a simple vial of ointment.”
“Oh, I see. Well, I could choose something else. Blue eyes would—”
“No, I didn’t mean it can’t be done, my darling. Please, remove your shirt.”
“What?” Jenna was starting to feel even dizzier. She could have sworn the old lady had just told her to undress, right there at the faire.
“Let me see your breasts, honey. Let me see all that needs to be done.”
This kind old woman made Jenna feel so at ease that she complied. Glancing behind her to see that the beads in the doorway concealed the two of them from public view, she removed her T-shirt.
“And your sexy little bra as well.”
“Ok.” She unclasped it and slipped the straps off her shoulders. Now she sat topless in front of the gypsy, her small breasts quivering ever so slightly as she breathed.
“Oh my, I see what you mean. Such shapely, perfect breasts, but those nipples are too long, much too long. And those areoles, too wide, too wide.”
“Is there anything you can do?”
“I think there is, sweetheart,” she said as she leaned over and placed the crystal ball on the floor. “Lie back on this table while I get a few things.” With great effort, the old woman stood.
Jenna did as she was told. The table was just big enough for her to rest her back and head against, with her legs dangling off the end.
The woman reached for a small red box on the top shelf. As she opened it, Jenna could see that it was filled with small vials of various liquids, as well as with four or five needles of different lengths.
A pang of fear invaded the girl’s calm thoughts. “You’re going to prick me with one of those?”
“Oh, it will only hurt at first, then the solution will numb the nerves and you’ll only feel a gentle tickle.”
Jenna giggled. “While don’t tickle too hard! They’re really sensitive!”
“I can imagine,” the woman said with a smile.
Jenna closed her eyes tightly as she waited for the needle to come into contact with her breast. Her heart thumped loudly in her chest. “Ow!” she screamed, as she felt a sharp needle-prick at the base of her right nipple. “Owww!” she screamed again, as an even shaper pain hit her left nipple.
“All done, sweetie, all done with that. You won’t feel anything else as intense as that was.”
She hoped not. Her breasts still stung from the pain. A distant feeling that this was not such a good idea entered her thoughts, then escaped them.
After only a minute or so, the pain dulled. She opened her eyes to see the woman pull out another bottle. This one looked more like an eye-dropper. Madam Zuliq squeezed a few drops onto Jenna’s areoles. The liquid started to bubble when it touched her skin, but she felt no pain from this. The old woman was right, it actually tickled.
Over the next few minutes, Jenna’s breasts were pricked by several other needles, and various solutions were rubbed along her nipples and the area around them. Funny, she thought, not only had the first shot numbed the pain, but it seemed to have numbed other sensations as well. With this much attention to her nipples, she would normally have been quite wet down below, but in her present state, the sensations were too dull to have much effect.
At last the procedure was complete. Jenna glanced down at her breasts, which each now had a small gauze pad covering the center.
“Leave those on overnight. They’ll soak up any extra solution, and keep you from seeing your new nipples before the process is complete. They don’t always look so hot before then.”
“Uh, okay.” Jenna sat up and refastened her bra. Funny, she could hardly feel the gauze against her breasts. The numbing solution must need more time to wear off, she figured. “Thank you so much for doing that for free.”
“The pleasure is all mine.”
Jenna stumbled out of the wagon, dizzy from the nipple job or the candle smoke she couldn’t tell which. I need to eat something, she thought, as her tummy growled. She headed to the food stand across the path, her experience in the wagon only a hazy dream in her mind.
* * *
Jenna put her sweatshirt back on before she entered her dorm room that afternoon, as it was harder to make out the size of her breasts under the baggy fabric. The self-consciousness she’d felt all yesterday and this morning had returned with a vengeance. As she walked down the hallway, her mind searched for an explanation that Melissa had some chance of believing.
Just as she reached for the door to her room, it opened from the inside. Melissa’s shapely, if not slightly heavy, frame was adorned in tight party clothes. “I’m meeting Alex to watch the soccer game, then we’re having dinner, and then we’re going dancing. So you’ve got the place to yourself tonight.”
“Oh, okay. See ya later.” She could swear Melissa glanced down at her chest while walking by. Did she notice? Oh god, I hope she didn’t notice.
Jenna spent the evening watching the lectures she’d missed on webcam, and concocting an elaborate story that stood some chance of success. Melissa never returned home—must be a fun date, Jenna surmised. She slept in her bra, not wanting to risk displacing the gauze before it was time. She dreamt of small, shapely nipples.
* * *
The next morning Jenna stood in the mirror, more than a little worried that the gypsy woman had screwed this one up as well. Try as she might, she could not figure out why she’d let someone with no medical training perform a surgical procedure on her breasts. It had made so much sense at the time, but now…well, before getting all worked up, why not check out the results?
She undid her bra and removed the gauze. This woman was good—not a single drop of blood had stained the inner side, nor had she seen any yesterday in the wagon. Then she peered into the mirror. What she saw brought a tear to eye—but the good of kind of tear, not the bad kind.
There, perched on her diminutive breasts sat two, perfect little nipples, surrounded by pink areoles in exact proportion to the rest of her breasts. Well now, maybe the gypsy wasn’t such a hack after all.
She brought up her hand to touch one of the cute little points. That’s funny, her nipple still felt strangely numb, like there was a thick piece of fabric between it and her hand. She rolled it in her fingers. She could feel some of the pressure, but very little of the sensation on her skin. She felt around the areole. There was maybe a tiny bit more feeling there, but still, nothing compared to what it should have been. She started to panic. The solution should have worn off by now, why couldn’t she feel her nipples? She cupped her breasts in both hands, realizing then that the numbness was not confined to the center, but radiated all the way out to the edges of her breasts. It wasn’t as bad out there—she still had maybe fifty percent sensation around the sides and top, but she had to move all the way off the firm flesh to be able to feel her touch completely. There was no part of her breasts that weren’t at least partly desensitized.
Her fingers returned to her nipples, tickling and squeezing them, longing for the sensation that used to make her heart pulse with pleasure. It didn’t come. It felt no more sexually simulating than touching her leg through a pair of jeans. Her nipples didn’t even get hard. They just sat there limply, the sensation lessening even more the longer she touched them, until she could hardly feel anything at all.
Suddenly she heard a key in the door. Oh my god, Melissa’s here! She should be in class till noon! Oh my god, oh my god…she ran to the closet and looked frantically for something to cover herself. She was too late. The door opened and Melissa emerged, carrying her book bag on her shoulder.
“Class was canceled!” she announced. Then she saw her topless roommate, her chest clutched by her slender arms—too slender to conceal what was missing.
“Jenna, what in the world?”
Jenna collapsed on the bed and began to cry. Through her sobs, she told Melissa the whole story, from the initial vial of ointment, to her shrinking breasts, to her second return to the faire, and now this—the loss of feeling in her resculpted nipples.
“Jenna, why did you let a carnival woman inject something inside you?”
“I don’t know, Melissa, her wagon is so strange. She just talks and makes it seem like everything’s gonna work out perfectly. I’m so stupid—my date with Bobby’s in two days—what am I gonna do?”
“Well, the first thing is to get you to a real doctor.”
* * *
They arrived at the campus health center next morning—the first available appointment they could get. Melissa had offered to skip class and keep Jenna company through the traumatic experience.
“So, you tell me your breasts were twice this size four days ago? I see. And do you have anything to confirm this?”
Melissa pulled out a photo of the two of them wearing bikinis.
“I see, and you say you’ve lost some sensation in your nipples?”
“Not just some, a lot—like almost all of it.” Jenna felt incredibly self-conscious sitting there topless in front of the male doctor, her shrunken breasts on full display.
“And it hasn’t improved at all in the past two days?” Jenna shook her head. “Can you feel this?” He squeezed her nipple, how hard she couldn’t really tell.
“Just barely.”
“Lie down on the table, please.” Jenna complied, and the doctor returned with an instrument that looked something like a compass for drawing circles, but with two needle points instead of one. “This is a device used to assessed nerve damage.” (Nerve damage?) “I want you to close your eyes and tell me whether you feel one prick or two.”
“Ok.” Jenna shut her eyes. For a few moments, she didn’t feel anything at all, then a very light prick to her left nipple, so gentle she could have been imagining it. “One,” she said. A few more moments of nothing, then another very light prick to her areole. “One,” she said. “But neither of those felt very hard.”
“Ok, you’re doing great, Jenna.”
She now felt a slightly stronger prick to the flesh about halfway between her nipple and the side of her breast. “One, a little stronger that time…One again. One. One. Two, that time.” The last prick was near the very top of her breast. “Two again. Two. You don’t need to do it on my chest. Everything feels fine there.”
“Just doing a full examination. Okay, let’s try your other breast.” There was a longish pause before she felt another, very mild prick to her right nipple. The procedure continued on that breast with basically the same results as before. “Alright, you can open your eyes now.”
Jenna glanced over at Melissa, who now had a very disturbed look on her face. The doctor was busy writing something down on his clipboard.
“Why did you keep pricking me with only one of the needles?” she asked. “Aren’t you supposed to mix things up to keep me guessing?”
“Jenna,” her roommate blurted out, “he pricked you with both needles every time. And when he did it on your nipples, you didn’t even respond until he pressed it really far in. It looked so painful I could hardly watch.”
“Melissa, stop kidding around, this isn’t funny.”
“I’m afraid she’s telling the truth, Jenna. The woman whom you claim was responsible for this should be arrested for practicing without a license.”
“Wh…what can you do to fix it? I mean, you’ve got a license.”
“Not much, I’m afraid. The nerve damage appears to be quite severe. You may see gradual improvement over time, or then again you may not. I will want to do some more tests, of course.”
“You’re telling me there’s nothing you can do?”
“Let’s get you signed up for those tests, okay?”
* * *
Jenna was transferred to the local hospital, where they completed a CAT scan and few other things she didn’t remember the names of. None of the results would be ready until next week. Until then, each doctor told her the same thing: “Sit tight, sometimes these things correct themselves on their own.”
The two girls road the bus back to campus. It was already dark outside.
“Jenna, don’t you think you oughta tell your parents about this?”
“No, I wanna wait and see if its just temporary. If that’s the case, then we can pretend all this never happened, right?”
“And just say you went on a major diet, which only affected your chest?”
“Yeah,” Jenna said. “Something like that.”
* * *
Jenna sat in front of the phone, rehearsing what she and Melissa had planned out. Okay, she was ready. Go for it. She dialed Robert’s number.
“Hello?”
“Hey Bobby.”
“Hey sexy.” Jenna felt anything but sexy.
“Bobby, something’s happened, I’m gonna look a little different when you pick me up tonight, okay?”
“What do you mean?”
“You’ll see. I just have one request. Please, no questions tonight, okay? I just want to enjoy our date. I’ll tell you everything eventually.”
“Jenna, you’re scaring me—did you get in a car accident or something?”
“No, nothing like that. Please, no more questions, not now or on the date.”
“Alright.”
“Bobby.”
“Yeah.”
“I love you.”
“I love you, too, sexy.”
She hung up the phone. That was even harder than she thought it would be.
* * *
Melissa helped her try on nearly every outfit in the closet over the next half hour. “It’s hopeless, Mel. Maybe I should just stay home.”
“Try on the red one again. You filled it out somewhat. Hey, I thought you said one of the bras you bought was padded. You could try that one.”
“Melissa, that’s the bra I’ve been wearing this whole time!”
“Oh.” Even in this one, Jenna’s chest made only the smallest indentation in the fabric of her clothes.
She slipped back into the red top, imagining that for some reason this time the fabric would produce that wonderfully tight sensation around her bust that used to make her feel so sexual. Instead, it just hung there loosely like it had the two times she’d tried it on that evening. Why again had she agreed with the gypsy that small breasts were better? She could hardly remember the details of that whole experience.
“We’ll go shopping this weekend, Jen, and get some things that are really tight and low-cut.”
“Sure, just to highlight how flat I am?”
“Come on, you know what I mean.”
“I’m sorry, this is not easy to deal with.”
“Let me finish your hair while you do your makeup. Robert’s gonna be here in half an hour.”
* * *
As soon as Robert opened the door, his eyes darted down to Jenna’s chest. That’s where they always tended to go, of course, but this time his ogling was accompanied by an odd expression—whether of surprise, or concern, or disappointment, Jenna could not be sure.
Jenna’s hair was done up remarkably, as was her face. Her brown eyes sparked and her rosy cheeks looked downright stunning, but she felt didn’t feel at all alluring. Her little-girl breasts were encased in a well-padded bra, and still they couldn’t fill out her top.
To break up the awkward moment, Bobby moved to hug Jenna tightly in his arms—but that only served to emphasize the sudden change in her anatomy.
A couple times throughout the evening he resolved to ask her what happened, but the look she gave him when he started to form the words convinced him otherwise. They ended up chatting mostly about the upcoming semester as they ate their dinner, though Jenna’s self-consciousness persisted throughout.
* * *
Robert’s hand fumbled with the hem of Jenna’s shirt as they kissed. She could feel a heat between her legs…then a cool breeze on her tummy as the hem was lifted. She closed her eyes and raised her arms, waiting for the top to get caught around her breasts.
It slid right past them and up over her head. Then she felt his hands around her back, pulling her towards him. She loved it when her breasts were squished between his chest and hers, oozing out the top of her bra.
But tonight they only pressed against him lightly, and she could barely feel it. He kissed her some more, on the lips and then on her neck. She tilted her head back, as he ran his hands up and down her sides. She felt them move towards her bra-clad breasts, outlining the underwire from below.
Then his caresses ceased—or at least she thought so—but as she looked back down, she saw that he was carefully tickling her breasts through her bra. The thick padding made it even more impossible to feel it. Bobby seemed to notice, his hands moving around back to her bra strap. They danced around it at first, just to tease her. She loved this. At last, they unclasped it effortlessly (Bobby was a real pro). Jenna waited anxiously for that lovely feeling of her breasts spilling out of her bra.
It didn’t come. They jiggled only slightly as the cups fell away. Bobby’s kisses moved lower, to the area right above her breasts. Go lower, go lower, Bobby. Stop teasing me. Touch them—oh god, lick them, fondle them, suck my nipples! He seemed to read her mind. His hands danced around her chest for another moment, then zeroed in on their target. Jen’s head dropped down again to watch them gently caressing her breasts.
But the dull sensations she felt were in stark contrast to the image she saw. She pressed herself into his hands, hoping to magnify the feelings. But all she felt was some added pressure against the tissue beneath her skin, and little else. As his hands circled outward to where her breasts met her torso, she could feel that fine, but the closer to her nipples they roamed, the weaker the sensations got. She watched in anticipation as he moved to tweak her cute little nipples. This used to drive her crazy. She prepared herself to let out a long moan.
All she felt was the gentlest tickle. Seeing so little reaction, he squeezed them. Hard. Jenna felt some very minor pressure.
Bobby lowered her gently onto the bed. Rather than spilling to either side of her torso, her tiny breasts collapsed against her chest, forming into two pathetic little puddles. Bobby seemed to not to care—or at least, pretended not to. He began moving his head around her chest, kissing the flat flesh. His lips closed around Jenna’s left nipple. She knew exactly what he was doing—his tongue dancing rapidly against the tip—but this was only because he’d done it so many times before. All she could feel now was some pressure beneath the skin and a tiny tickle if he brushed her in just the right spot. She shut her eyes, focusing all her concentration on her nipple in hopes of experiencing the faintest erotic sensation.
Nothing.
The wetness she’d felt earlier down below had long since subsided, now that his attention was focused exclusively on her lifeless breasts and nipples. She waited, waited intently for her spark to re-ignite. Instead, what little sensations she felt gradually diminished until they disappeared entirely.
“Bobby? Bobby, sweatheart? Why’d you stop? Keep going, keep going!”
“Jenna, open your eyes.”
“What is it?”
“Jenna, I’ve been licking your nipples like I always do, actually sucking harder when you didn’t show any reaction.”
“But you stopped for a minute near the end, right?”
“No. What do you mean?”
Jenna glanced down at her tiny breasts, barely visible at all in this position. Her soaking wet nipple wasn’t even erect.
“You can’t feel this, can you?” He grabbed her breasts in his hands. They didn’t come close to filling them.
“No, I can—a little.”
“What about this?” He tweaked a nipple.
Jenna stared back at him blankly, a tear forming in her eye.
“You can’t feel that at all?”
“I could when you first started, just barely,” she said meekly, “but not anymore. If you wait a while, I could probably feel a tiny bit again in few minutes.”
“Jenny, baby, who did this to you?”
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