Part 16
If there was one thing, Constane’s parents hated the most, it was weakness. They looked down upon everyone who wasn’t in total control of their body and lifestyle. It was what they had preached to Constance for all of her life. A successful woman must be hard on herself and never allow a weak moment.
That’s why Constance made sure to give in to every little nicotine craving she felt.
For the first days, she had to push herself to go outside regularly for a smoke. It helped her a lot that Valerie texted her whenever she was taking a smoking break so she could join. They met and chatted while Constance’s lungs got used to the smoke.
Soon enough, Constance was texting Valerie to meet up outside as her body impatiently demanded the next dose of nicotine. Whenever Constance felt even the tiniest craving, she immediately dropped whatever she was doing and hurried outside. She gave her addiction control over her body and enjoyed the helplessness she was developing.
After only 2 weeks of being a smoker, Constance went outside so frequently that even Valerie told her it was getting too much for her. The sense of achievement Constance felt when she received that message was unlike anything she had ever felt.
Constance relished the disgusted and depreciative looks of everyone around her when she smoked. She especially enjoyed the stares her posh neighbors gave her whenever she was outside for her morning cigarette. A fat smoker was not what they wanted in their neighborhood, and Constance took great pleasure in displaying her downfall right before them.
At first, her new vice helped Constance get over losing her friendship with Rosie. The craving for cigarettes and the excitement that came with it distracted her from the countless social media posts Rosie posted daily. Rosie’s weight-loss journey was going really well; she had gotten below 200 pounds recently. The many cheers and positive reinforcement Constance read on Rosie’s posts only reinforced her desire to develop in the opposite direction.
She didn’t want anyone to applaud her transformation. She craved the rush of being seen as lesser than everyone else.
That’s why, when the excitement of becoming a smoker faded and turned into a routine, Constance immediately started thinking of a new change she could make. This time, she wanted it to be something more apparent, something one could see as soon as they looked at her. Something she would deliberately do every day to make herself look worse.
It didn’t take long for her to find the obvious answer: she needed a makeup makeover.
As soon as she got the idea, Constance knew the perfect girl to get advice from. Chrissy was not in her friend group at college but was well-known around campus as a running gag for her overdone makeup. She was oblivious that people were snickering behind her back about her thick foundation that didn’t match her skin tone. Instead, she considered herself a makeup expert, and Constance had heard her offer a makeover to any girl she encountered.
Constance would take her up on the offer and hope for the worst.
She didn’t waste any time reconsidering her idea. Constance walked up to her as soon as she saw Chrissy on campus, her heart racing in excitement.
“Hey, Chrissy,” she said, feeling a tingle between her thighs as she continued, “I just wanted to tell you that I’m so in love with your makeup! And I was wondering if you could give me a makeover and show me some of your tricks.”
Chrissy’s face lit up instantly. “Oh my god, you just made my day! Of course, I can help you out! You’ve been running around with your natural, pale face for far too long. We can improve so much with my makeup! So, is there anything specific you want to learn?”
“I really need a throughout makeover with all your tips and tricks. I was thinking of just letting you do whatever you think fits me best. Surprise me!” Constance answered, shuddering in arousal.
“That’s perfect! I actually have this thing I wanted to try forever, but it doesn’t fit my style. But I think it will be perfect for you! I can’t wait to try it out! Let’s meet tomorrow after classes, and we can go to my place.”
“That sounds amazing!” Constance said and smiled.
“Great,” Chrissy said, smiling back, “be ready to become a whole new person after I’m done with you. You’ll love it!”
Constance chuckled. Chrissy had no idea how right she was.