by Matt L. » Fri Oct 12, 2018 10:00 am
7.
~ SIX MONTHS LATER ~
Rico didn’t know what to expect that afternoon he stood at the Los Angeles Bus Station.
Rico had known Yolanda through Marco, and remembered her as the beauteous Latin-American spitfire who had abandoned the gang to make something respectable of herself.
It was a favor to his cousin, Yolanda would be arriving on the bus from El Paso and Marco had shared all the arrangements with Rico including the usage of Marco’s van and various other items.
The most perplexing was that Yolanda would work for a short period of time as a cleaning woman and stripper’s handmaiden at his strip club.
How much could have Yolanda changed? She hated the strip club, and even through Marco’s influence was quite insistent, wouldn’t such an attractive female be better off as a stripper?
Rico got his answer the moment a heavyset if not marginally obese young woman approached him.
“Hector said my driver would be somebody I know..” Yolanda said with a lopsided smile.
“You’re Yolanda?” the words simply fell out of Rico’s mouth.
Yolanda appeared shorter for some strange reason and minus the rigid strength that accompanied her character. And she was fat, very, very, fat.
Yolanda nodded, “Yes…Rico, it’s me.”
Yolanda’s hair had been trimmed into an unflattering pageboy style, the swollen composition of her face barely resembled the fiery tempest Rico once admired, her bloated form clad in typical peasant apparel, a vanilla top with plunging neckline and long black skirt.
Yolanda’s chubby fingers hanging onto a pair of paper shopping bags that contained a few other articles of clothing.
Rico was in shock, Marco never mentioned Yolanda becoming heavy, although understood that she was sent to Mexico as a form of punishment. However, Marco did share a few stipulations which Rico obeyed.
“Marco says for us to communicate in English, at least for today…”
Yolanda’s features became uncomfortable, and after sighing a coarse sniffle, she replied, “Me try, senior Rico.”
There was a flat if not unattractive drone to Yolanda’s voice where once it vibrated a spunky snap, and her eyes lacked the distinguishable exuberant shine, now appeared imperceptive.
Another specification Marco included, “Yolanda isn’t your friend, she’s not one of us. Treat her like a bondservant!”
Rico studied Yolanda for a brief moment, the width of her hips, the buxomness of her breasts, and her whopper of a belly, broken off in two equally large sections.
“Follow me!” Rico waved Yolanda on, turning his back to her as he walked a couple feet ahead of her, “The van’s parked just outside.”
Yolanda wobbled, her gait especially clumsy, “Excuse me, please. No eat since morning in El Paso, humrgy…Yolanda hungry…”
“Yeah, okay”, Rico uttered as if Yolanda was a nuisance, years earlier he would have done anything to please her.
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Rico waited for Yolanda to climb into the back of the van, boarding himself, he didn’t wait for the rotund young woman to buckle herself up before driving out of the parking lot.
“I’m taking you to the place that Marco arranged for you to live; he said if you earn it, you’ll be able to move back with your family!”
Yolanda’s rubbery features took on a jaded expression, “Si, Hector said so, I remember. I work for you while, me behave, go back, family, right?”
“Under no circumstances are you to contact your family or Sasha until Marco gives you permission. You understand?”
“Yes, me understand, but Rico, me ask, Sasha okay?” Yolanda squeaked.
Rico laughed, “You oughtn’t to worry about Sasha, you’ll see her again, you have your own bullshit to worry about!”
Yolanda did smile upon arriving into the neighborhood she had called home and missed, the Spanish slum didn’t seem so wretched an environment compared to her quarters in Mexico.
At least that’s what Yolanda thought until Rico pulled the van down the route familiar to those particularly downtrodden and neglected even by the working class poor.
A chain of housing projects, mainly the adobe of vagrants and a homeless shelter.
Yolanda recoiled in dread as Rico parked the van in front of the homeless shelter.
“It’s only for a few months, Yolie, adjust to being humble and learn your place in the neighborhood, and you’ll be permitted to return to you mom and fat sisters.”
Rico lit a cigarette, turning to Yolanda, he explained, “Marco got you a room on the third floor, don’t expect the Ritz, it’s a shit hole. You’ll be cleaning up at my strip club for maybe a month, maybe two. I’ll pay you a couple hundred a week. I’m suppose to escort you in, see that you’re settled.”
Yolanda exited the vehicle in slow motion; Rico was already out by the time she managed to grab her shopping bags, her blubbery figure wiggling as she maneuvered over to Rico.
Yolanda gazed over the building; though rather new the establishment reeked of poverty.
Again Rico walked ahead of Yolanda, and again Yolanda whined about her hunger.
“You got any money?” Rico asked in a tone as uncouth as it could get.
“No, sorry, senior Rico, Yolanda flat broke…” Yolanda uttered miserably.
“I’ll give you a twenty-five dollars advance, okay. There’s a taco stand down the street.”
“Thanks you, Senior”, Yolanda passively replied.
The former version of Yolanda would have been disgusted at the shabbiness of her temporary quarters, a small room, none of the niceties routinely expected. However, the flat didn’t seem all that loathsome at first glance due to Yolanda’s experience as a third world native, arguably altering her mentally into a humble mode.
A small table, a couple chairs, a bed, and dresser. The stove and fridge were from the 1980’s.
The tile floor displayed plenty of cracks; a few sections missing altogether, the walls splattered with cheap paint likewise had cracks, and the bathroom horribly ramshackle.
Rico felt uneasy standing in such an unpleasant environment so he was especially brief.
“There’s a bus that will take you to Avers Street, you’ll work at my joint everyday, noon to five or six. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
Yolanda shook her head, noticing the tiny bathroom had no shower, she readily inquired, “Where me wash?”
Rico spun around, cracking a slick smile, “In the basement there’s a public shower room.”
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Yolanda felt like a foreigner in her own country while on route to the taco stand.
Surely her weight and garb encouraged the weird looks she received.
The taco stand was located in what was once the middle of the town square, basically a poorly maintained shack sitting on concrete. A middle age woman was behind the counter, she politely smiled at Yolanda, “Hello, what can I get you?”
Yolanda intuitively returned the grin, and thank goodness she could communicate in Spanish, “Two beef tacos and burritos, and some beans. Please.”
The woman placed the order with the gruff looking cook, an older dude missing several teeth, then quickly resumed her attention with Yolanda.
“I’ve never seen you before, you must be new around here.”
Yolanda nodded, “Yes, I’m new, miss. I’ve just returned from Mexico.”
The woman smiled with her eyes and lips, Yolanda scratched her spongy waist before continuing, “I’m living at the shelter down the block, I don’t have much money, tomorrow I start work.”
“Yeah, I could have guessed, this is about the poorest neighborhood in Los Angeles except maybe some of the black neighborhoods. Makes complete sense you’re here, how long have you been homeless?”
Yolanda couldn’t explain the truth behind the matter, Marco kidnapping her, making her earn the privilege to return to her family, thus and begrudgingly, Yolanda lied.
“I was living with two aunts in Mexico, I come to America to be cleaning girl…”
“I wish you all the best, just stay away from the gangs and you’ll be okay”, the woman replied.
Yolanda sniffled, “Oh, right. Don’t worry, I know better.”
A moment later the food was up; Yolanda paid the woman and thanked her for her kindness.
“You stop by whenever you like…” The woman paused mid-sentence, gesturing with her hand, “…just a minute.”
In a dash, the woman stuffed a few pastries in another bag and handed it over to Yolanda.
“You look so down and out, this is on me. What the hell, I’ll never become a millionaire working here anyway.”
Yolanda gushed, her chubby cheeks turning a pale red hue, “Thank you, mamacita, I appreciate it.”
“You look after yourself, and please stop by again”, the woman sung out.
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Yolanda wobbled back to her apartment, overwhelmed by the woman’s kindness; it had been a long stretch since anyone was nice to her.
Albeit it was short lived.
A pair of old women were sitting on a bench adjacent to the homeless shelter, old busybodies to be exact. As Yolanda slowly scaled the stairs, she definitely overheard one of the spinsters stating -
“What’s wrong with that girl? She’s too young to be so fat!”
The comment hit hard but not as hard as it could have been. Yolanda realized from her own criticism concerning plus-size females from back in the day when her figure was svelte and unblemished that such remarks would forever be common now that she was a young woman of considerable girth.
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Yolanda finally reached the top of the stairs, the short three flights would, back in her hay day, have been a breeze, but now carrying an extra one hundred and fifty pounds or so her heart pounded violently and she panted for breath.
Finally she managed to push open the door of the shabby apartment, as she did she was met by the smell of three week old cooking and tobacco, the dimness of the room thankfully hid its real shabbiness. As Yolanda forced open the door which was partially obstructed by a large pile of junk mail she could hear the distinctive sound of rats scurrying away to safety.
The sound made Yolanda shudder, “Ahhh, rats!” she mumbled as she slowly entered the apartment.
After a quick glance around, Yolanda made her way to the solitary window and pulled back the threadbare curtain. The light of the hot summer afternoon did little to improve Yolanda’s opinion of her new domestic situation.
She glanced the room with a disapproving, but resigned gaze.
The scarcely furnished apartment really consisted of one room for cooking, living and sleeping with a smaller room to the rear which was the bathroom.
Yolanda slowly took in her new place. The small cot style bed near to the bathroom reminded Yolanda of the bed she had in Mexico. She hoped she would get a better sleep out of this one than she ever did back there, but somehow she doubted it.
The rest of the apartment was equally uninspiring. A small table with two rickety looking chairs made up the dining area while the kitchen comprised of a small ancient looking cooker which was thick in months old grease. Again Yolanda shuddered at the sight.
A dilapidated yellow two seat sofa completed the disappointing room.
With no TV or no radio Yolanda realized that her entertainment would be limited to listening to her neighbors bickering and fighting on one side and the sounds of a baby crying on the other.
Not having a TV meant Yolanda needed to rely on her memories, and the current circumstances within the changes to her life to entertain herself while she noshed.
Yolanda had been the queen bee, a celebrity in some sense who’s beauty and figure was unchallenged.
She had been making her own way through life since quitting Marco’s gang, worked as a bookkeeper, college would have put her in a better class neighborhood and a real career.
All for not, and her eyes welled up while the thoughts circled in her head. She was no different than any other overweight Mexican wetback, assigned the invisible role among her peers who once looked at her with envy and some degree of respect. A cleaning woman livelihood, poverty guaranteed, her adipose figure canceling favorable contact with males, her flirting skills and charm likewise thwart.
The bizarre and abnormal events that had interrupted her goals and set her up as more than likely a permanent resident of the Spanish slums revved up her appetite, savagely gnawing on the food without remorse or as crazy as it seemed, any hint that she once delicately nibbled meals like a discerning young woman.
The thunderous burp mildly embarrassed Yolanda, thinking it was so inexcusably loud that other tenants may have heard it.
From there Yolanda collected a few garments out from her shopping bags and made tracks to the shower. Despite Yolanda’s principle merit in regard to good hygiene having gone south, she needed the shower, and badly. The long bus ride alone producing a nasty stench.
The basement had showers fixed for specific genders; naturally she took to the female side despite not feeling all that feminine as of late.
The shower room had a few other destitute women in open stalls, all of them slightly older than Yolanda, and chubby, though she was the heaviest of all by over 100-pounds.
Looks were exchanged but nothing overly disgusting toward Yolanda, but as the water failed to completely spray over her body, she felt thoroughly obnoxious in her own mind.
Yolanda had gotten used to the difficulty in drying off her blubbery cocoon, upon getting dressed; a couple females did cordially acknowledge her. The small take between Yolanda and the women was stale, the routine buzz about where are you from, do you work?
Yolanda explained she was from Mexico and was a cleaning woman.
One woman suggested the community outreach center and that Yolanda should see the organization about finding nice work. Yolanda thanked her for the suggestion.
“You ought to learn the language, talk English”, the other woman said, “It will help you to find work.”
“I’m trying”, Yolanda happily snorted.
However, just as before, the kindness Yolanda experience was promptly met with an opposing moment as she walked toward her apartment.
A pair of teenage girls openly gawked at Yolanda as she made tracks down the hall.
Skinny wannabe gang-members as depicted by their attire, squeaked giggles, subsequently filling the air with a few foul-mouthed remarks regarding Yolanda’s built and size.
It would have jabbed Yolanda in her heart had it not she come to the realization somebody had broke into her apartment and took what was left of the cash Rico had given her.
The poor community had a high crime rate, how could Yolanda been so stupid leaving her apartment without her money.
This would never have happened back when she was cozy with Marco, thugs, petty thieves and punks left her alone from fear of reprisal. Yolanda needed to own up to the fact, she was a nobody, another anonymous citizen without any kind of reputation, limited to scraping her way through life without recognition.
Yolanda grabbed some of the junk mail to amuse her time, settling down on a chair that wasn’t wide enough to handle her broad fat caboose; she leafed through something called The Mexico City Gazette. Certain words, and although in Spanish, were hard to pronounce in her head, a few eclipsed her knowledge. Yolanda rubbed her forehead, oblivious to the brainwashing which had shrunk her intelligence.
Yolanda tried making sense of the text again, her reading skills alarmingly deficient.
Yolanda sighed in defeat, “How this happen to me? I was going to college, very smart too, now it’s like I’ve never been in a class room.”
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It was an arduous night for Yolanda, sleeping nearly impossible. The noisy neighbors were only one factor, Yolanda struggled with hunger pangs, and added to the cot like bed being uncomfortable, it didn’t agree with the immense span of her size.
Yolanda tossed and turned throughout the night, in addition she worried about not having the bus fare to get to Rico’s strip club.
The ten-cent blanket failed to completely cover her body, “I’m naturally immune to fat”, the statement from years earlier, often said with smugness, zipped through her mind.
Grazing her pulpy roll invested waist, Yolanda snorted a remorseful sigh at once being so vain.
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Yolanda slept poorly, up and dressed by sunrise. Without money for the bus or at least a phone to call Rico, Yolanda worried what might happen now that she was unable to make it to the strip club on time.
Furthermore, she was hungry, vastly hungry, her appetite conditioned into a wrought degree of insane proportions.
Yolanda’ wallowed in self-pity, excruciatingly hungry, and fearful of disobeying Rico.
Soon there was a hard knock on the door, Yolanda feeling so weak needed to call out twice, “Yes…Yes!”
“Did you forget about work today?” Rico antagonistically questioned.
“Wait!” Yolanda slowly moved toward the door, “I’ll explain everything…
“Talk English!” Rico answered back.
Rico relived his shock from the previous day as Yolanda opened the door.
Yolanda’s hair thoroughly tousled a pale blue dress which scarcely fit her portly body.
No longer the high maintenance vixen, now a poor scruffy overweight blimp.
“Sorry, Rico, me is very sorry about missing bus, but apartment had thieves, they stole money, no bus fare.”
“You ready to go to work?” Rico bluntly asked.
Yolanda held her hands to her belly and wheezed, “I do what you ask but need to eat, very, very hungry.”
Rico insultingly giggled, “No kidding? Sure, I’ll get you some food.”
“Um, Rico, you once liked me mucho, me truth know, me catch you looking at Yolanda many times, why you mean now?”
“Coz Marco said to treat you like a stranger”, Rico replied, and he callously continued, “Looking at you now makes it very easy; I’m embarrassed to be seen with you. So yes, you are stranger because the Yolanda I knew wasn’t a huge fat bottom dweller.”
Yolanda pouted, “Marco to blame coz my big weight, Yolanda is same..”
“I don’t care”, Rico sarcastically lobbed at Yolanda, “Now move your fat ass, we have things to do.”
Yolanda’s entire body jiggle as the took to the stairs, huffing and puffing, out of breath by the time they reached the ground floor.
“I’m starting to think you’re out of shape”, Rico cruelly snipped at Yolanda.
Yolanda sneered but held her tongue.
Reaching the van, Rico informed Yolanda the door was open, and he hopped in without a hitch.
Yolanda wasn’t all that agile anymore, compounded by the fact she was weak due to hunger, boarding the van was quite complicated for her.
Rico lit a cigarette and amusingly watched Yolanda struggle. She wheezed and groaned, her large duff swinging from side to side, eventually sliding her butt onto the seat and pulling her beefy legs inside.
Yolanda slammed the door, “A gentleman would have given me a hand!”
Rico laughed, “Nobody ever accused me of being a gentleman but tough shit!”
Rico started the van, “Just be happy I’m getting you food but it’s coming out of your pay!”
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After a stop at a cheap fast food establishment where Rico again ridiculed Yolanda
- “A girl your size must have a gigantic appetite! - before buying her several items, she was then brought to the strip club, entering through the back door.
Yolanda was given a half hour to nosh while Rico explained her duties.
Basically cleaning the dump and being handmaiden to the strippers.
At one point Yolanda asked Rico about Marco, and he made it plain, “Oh you’ll see Marco sooner or later but you’re an outsider now, you’re nothing to him or anyone else in the neighborhood!”
“You’re a big, fat nobody!” Rico added with a chuckle, “A loser!”
Rico’s comment did give Yolanda some relief; at least she was out of the gang and clearly out of Marco’s life.
Yolanda mopped the floors, cleaned the tables, bars and mirrors, tidied up the bathrooms, vacuumed and finally took out the trash.
Obviously Yolanda felt inferior among the strippers; however, all of them treated her with some respect.
One of the veteran strippers, a blond buxom babe named Mea, remarked to her colleagues after Yolanda brought her a glass of orange juice, “Remember that Yolanda who dated Rico’s cousin?”
Mea looked point blank at Yolanda, “She was something, a real pain in the ass. She looked down at us; she thought she was royalty….”
Another stripper finished Mea’s sentence, “Yeah, she was a hottie but very arrogant. I wonder whatever happened to her?”
“I heard she went to college, and left the gangs, now she’s living with white people!” Mea answered.
Yolanda shrugged her shoulders, pretending to be oblivious to the conversation.
Mea half-smiled, conveying to her co-horts, “wouldn’t it be nice if she got fat!”
Turning to Yolanda, Mea said politely, “Nothing personnel, just this girl was so vain and uppity.”
Yolanda grinned, constructive in agreement without letting on that they were talking about her.
“No, Mea, me no offended. me always big girl, lots of beautiful girls give me attitude, understand what you say.”
Mea affectionately gripped Yolanda’s forearm, “We’re friends here, you’re one of us.”
Yolanda shook her head, despite feeling inadequate around them due to her size and weight, “I could use friends, gracious, Mea.”
The mood and moment interrupted by a different stripper that requested, “Before you’re through for the day, could you please wash the shower?”
Yolanda agreed, “Si, right away.”
Just as Yolanda moved toward her cleaning utensils, Mea sweetly spoke out, “Before you clean the shower, can you get paint my toe nails?”
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That evening Yolanda returned to her apartment with a few groceries, completely drained from her day’s labor. Although it wasn’t the career she had hoped for, at least the strippers were more or less sensitive to her. Unlike Rico, and even the doormen, a couple waitresses as well, who seemed to enjoy bullying and criticizing her.
By nine o’clock and after consuming a large but cheap meal, the exhausted Yolanda went to bed.
At one period in her life Yolanda wouldn’t have retired so early, thus the backbreaking profession that was now her livelihood took the starch out of her vigor, and the earlier to bed the better.
Tomorrow would be more of the same.
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